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Novel Number Six: The Intuitive

Almost fifteen years after I first put my fingers to the keys, and after a hiatus of well over a decade from writing altogether, a story near to my heart will finally go out into the world next spring.

It’s longer than fifteen years, probably twenty or more, since I first came across the story that would underpin my sixth novel The Intuitive. It came from the late social scientist Stephen Jay Gould’s book The Mismeasure of Man, about the racist and sexist misuse of science in the early twentieth century to promote the idea that white men of financial means were at the top of the heap because of their superior intelligence. The book was so mind blowing for me that I assigned it for several years as a text in my critical thinking classes at San Diego City College.  

Only a sentence or two about Ellis Island is buried in Gould’s book about H.H Goddard’s use of “intuitives” to make critical decisions about the fates of immigrants processed there. Goddard, called the Father of American Eugenics, felt that there were women whose intuitive sense was so great that they could pick out a “feebleminded” person on sight. He received a grant from the United States government to bring a few of these “intuitives” to Ellis Island. For the duration of the grant, these “intuitives” marked with chalk immigrants they picked out as mentally deficient, based no more on observations of their expression, gait, or other behavior. Those marked would then be tested, and because of the cultural biases in the tests, many would fail. These unfortunate souls were then forced to return home as unfit to enter the United States. Fortunately, this trial did not last more than a month or two, not did it result in a lasting policy of using the services of these women, despite Goddard’s insistence that the high failure rate on the tests was evidence that the “intuitives” were indeed picking out the right people, and they were thus saving the country from dilution of its gene pool.

My novel is about a New York socialite who, after the catastrophic loss of her family, goes to work as an intuitive as a means to deal with her grief. Convinced she possesses no special gift, she quickly develops moral qualms about her work, and after quitting, her feelings of guilt are so great that she tries to find and help one family who was torn apart by her actions. That, and her efforts to help another young woman who has been institutionalized for life at a school for the “feebleminded,” become central concerns of the story. I’m not going to say more here, because I will be writing about it more in the future.

It should be clear from what I’ve said, that the novel has a heavy sociopolitical foundation, but it is by no means a dreary book. There’s so much love at its core, and many compelling historical and fictional characters. Making readers more aware of historical issues through a good story is one of the great strengths of historical fiction, and it’s been my main impetus in all six of my novels.

I started this novel back when the United States looked very different.  Though I might have pushed forward to publish it then, perhaps there was a bit of the intuitive in me, because I think the right time is now, when ugly ideas are openly expressed about how some groups of people are superior, or more American, or more deserving than others. I think of how much better we can do if we open our hearts and minds, as my protagonist Zorah does. I hope above all, that the healing power of love is the message you take from this book when it comes out next April. Stay tuned!

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We Do Not Care

One of the funniest viral sensations right now is Melani Sanders on Facebook and Instagram.  It all began when she went out of the house frazzled in body and spirit. After going grocery shopping, she looked at herself in the rear view mirror and was astounded that she looked so unkempt and had gone out of the house without even checking her appearance. Then, in a moment of insight, she realized she didn’t care.  She got on her phone right in her car and began recording the first installment of what she calls the We Do Not Care Club.

It’s for perimenopausal women, and those of all ages beyond, who find that their attitudes have drastically changed about things that used to seem important.  In each episode of the WDNC, she calls the meeting to order and the agenda becomes a list of things that women after a certain age just can’t make themselves care about any more.  It is hilarious sometimes and serious sometimes, but always spot on in a way that makes anyone in the “club” nod her head and say “exactly!”

Here are some of the things We Do Not Care About on recent episodes:

 Shaved legs

Wearing uncomfortable bras (or any bra at all)

What’s for dinner (if you’re hungry, cook it yourself)

Sucking in stomachs for photos 

People missing the “old version” of you (she has officially retired)

Someone offended by your boundaries (boundaries aren’t built for other people’s comfort)

Answering questions that could easily be solved with basic common sense

Being told to you’re supposed to keep the camera on during online meetings

Playing solitaire on your phone during a meeting that definitely should have been an email

Here’s a few of my own to add:

I do not care if most people cancel their plans with me.  At that moment I was probably wishing I hadn’t said yes.   But note I said “most people,” and I mean most plans).

I do not care if people have an attitude about me eating with my fingers.  Utensils were made for foods you can’t eat that way. 

I do not care if the phone rings.  I am probably not going to answer.

I do not care if my gym asks people to do a full disinfectant wipe after using a machine.  A little swipe with my towel is good enough for the 2-3 minutes I was using it.

I had an interesting WDNC moment last month when the local TV reporter who was set to interview me about Aloha Wanderwell Takes the Wheel got the date mixed up and was waiting for me at the agreed-upon site a day early.  The camera person was there, and set up, and the reporter called me, clearly stressed, to ask if I could possibly come that day instead.  

I wasn’t busy and really was keen to do the interview, but I looked at myself in the mirror and I looked terrible.  Then I asked myself, “am I so vain that I would not want to be seen looking this way?” I decided to live the WDNC mantra and went ahead with the interview.  Yes, my hair looks awful, and if I had known it was going to be a full-on segment of the evening news, I would have worn something other than jeans.  But I honestly don’t think anyone else cares, so why should I?

I was quite proud of myself for choosing to help the reporter out over having lovely, flowing tresses (yeah, right!)   But the next day when I mentioned this to my friend Megan, she pointed out that I could have decided that what I didn’t care about was the reporter and camera crew’s convenience.  Ah yes, see the above— something about how boundaries aren’t built for other people’s comfort.

I still need to work on that.  A lifetime of expectations that women will put other’s needs before their own can’t be tossed out that easily.  But you know what else?  In the end I do not care about whether I coulda, would, shoulda handled it differently. If you feel the same way about how you move about the world at the age you have reached, you are already a member of the WDNC club, whether you know it or not. 

Melani in one of her glorious “I do not care” get-ups

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Places I’ve Been, Part II

This morning I started a post that I intended to be this one, but then it veered off in another direction. That happens a lot, and one of the most fun things about doing a blog is discovering what I actually want to write about. But now that one is posted, and I can get back to what caused me to sit down at my desk this morning.

As I said, I’ve been to a lot of places over the years, but the other day–and I don’t know why it occurred to me to do this–I came up with a long list of the other kinds of places I have been.  Here’s a start.  Send a comment if you’ve been there too or have more to add!

I’ve been:

At my wits end

Between a rock and a hard place

Up shit creek (luckily sometimes with a paddle)

In the doghouse

Behind the times

Over it (whatever “it” is at the moment)

Down in the dumps

Under suspicion

On tenterhooks

Through hell and high water

Above it all 

In cahoots (anybody know what that means?)

At a standstill

Out of touch

In denial

Off my rocker

Beside myself

Within my rights

In hot water

I’ve also been in awe, in wonder, in heaven—in short, I’ve been over the moon and on Cloud Nine on a pretty regular basis throughout my life.  I hope when you look at all the “places” you’ve been that you can say the same.

Apparently I’ve been here too, but have no memory of it!

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Places I’ve Been, Part 1

I travel so much that people often ask me about the places I’ve been, or more typically, if there’s any place I haven’t been after fourteen years of cruise lecturing.   

The answer to the second question is easy.  I haven’t been to Antarctica. I haven’t been to Africa except on the Mediterranean side, and I’ve been down the Atlantic side no farther than Cape Verde.  When people ask me about my bucket list, I point out that it doesn’t get smaller, because I add new things to the bottom.  However, if I had to say what my bucket list is in the most general terms, I can do it in one word:  Inland.

I have set foot on well over one hundred countries, and I don’t think I can count the ports at this point, but since most of my traveling has been by ship, I haven’t been to many places where there isn’t a port, and even in port cities, I haven’t been anywhere beyond what can be reached on a shore excursion.   I will be forever grateful for the opportunities to see the colossal reclining Buddha in Bangkok, La Sagrada Familia in Barcelona, the L’Anse aux Meadows Viking settlement in Newfoundland, the casbah in Tangier, the ancient sites of Huaca de la Luna and Huaca del Sol in Peru, Carnival in Rio, and on and on.  None of these would have been possible with the modest resources of my pension, and cruising has transformed my life in ways I could hardly have dreamed of. But I haven’t been to Chiang Mai, or Uluru (Ayers Rock), or Mount Kilimanjaro. I haven’t even been to European cities like Budapest or Lyon. Reason: Inland.

My latest travel obsession is with finding the cheapest business class fares to get me to and from ships, now that age and general crankiness makes long economy flights feel like a horror film. Coming home in November from my upcoming assignment, all the fares directly from Athens to Victoria were astronomical, but I found one on Lot, the Polish airline, that would take me to Warsaw in the evening, with a 20+ hour layover and another 18ish hour layover in Toronto. It would take me close to 3 days to get home. In the past would have scrolled right past, but this time I paused.

Twenty hours in Warsaw would give me time to get a hotel and the next day go see the remarkable restoration of the Warsaw Old Town, which was devastated by bombs in World War II but painstakingly restored from old photographs, paintings, and recent memory to exactly the way it once looked. This involved restoring ground floors with architectural styles dating back to medieval times, and upper floors progressively moving through subsequent centuries–just the kind of thing I go full-on nerd about. Then, that evening I do another overnight flight to Toronto. In Toronto, I will have enough time to go into the city and explore the interesting places I saw on a hop-on hop-off tour I took the one time I was briefly there. Then, back to the airport for the final flight back home.

The last time I tried something similar, staying overnight in a hub airport partway home, I told myself “never again.” My smart way to save money was a great way to exhaust my body and my patience, but that was because I booked separate flights and had to deal with my luggage again, which is no small thing for an assignment lasting over two months in a setting and role that requires a lot of different clothes. This time it will be all on one ticket, so I am thinking my luggage will be checked through, and I will just have my backpack. Just like college days–free as a bird, with my toothbrush, and one change of clothes. Well, except now I’ll have my phone, charger, and iPad, and then I had a camera, rolls of film, and that blue tissue-weight prepaid airmail stationery. Plus ça change….

Right now it seems like a great way to step into that fabled territory called Inland. I’ll let you know in November how it went.

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Warsaw after world War II and as restored.